I am so sorry you're on the same journey. This shit is definitely not easy. I find some days can be easier than others. Like yesterday I was okay but today the empty feeling took over. I've been going to therapy since about a month after his death and its helped so much. I don't feel guilty for getting angry with him sometimes because I now know its normal. And when I feel like crying I don't hold it back anymore. I know he'd want me to be happy and move on. And taking a step to learning to love myself is the best I can do right now. Baby steps.

Thank you ❤