28 years old.
NICU mommy x3
Emergency C section

It is a girl 💕
Born: April 09, 2016
Weight: 7lb 8oz
Height: 18 1/2 in
37+5 weeks
3 days in the NICU

Baby Twin A
Born: March 28, 2017
Weight: 3lb 1oz
Height: 16 1/2 in
30+6
34 days in the NICU

Baby Twin B
Born: March 28, 2017
Weight: 4lb 3oz
Height: 17 in
30+6
23 days in NICU

I want a big family but I'll start again in 5 years!

We've come to the conclusion that I should go to my mom's house for a while. This PPD is awful. I need my mom. Everyone here thinks I'm mad at them when I'm not. It's hard explaining to them how I really feel. My mom went through PPD with my sister and knows exactly how I feel.

6 weeks PP and I barely have control of my legs when I get up from my bed or the couch. It's like they're about to give in.

My parents finally came over after so long and I am stuck in my room pumping 😒 #pumpingevery2hours

The "damn you having 5 babies?" video kills me!

The woman shows him the ultrasound photos (5 pictures on 1 strip) and the guy thought she was having 5 babies! She's like no just one baby! 😂

My doctor prescribed Zoloft to help with PPD. I'm scared to start it but I really think I need it.

Waiting to talk to my doctor about PPD and they're playing the most depressing music ever..

Power pumping 🍼 looks like my twins are going through a growth spurt!

My twins had an appointment an hour ago but I couldn't go. I was getting really frustrated and I wanted to cry. We stayed home. I fed and changed them and now we're cuddling. I feel better now but earlier I was in no condition to take them. I'll be seeing my OB tomorrow and will talk about how I've been feeling lately.

I apologized to a couple of friends of mine for going mia on them and they still haven't replied. It's something I do unintentionally. I'll stop messaging and talking for a while. I don't know why I do it. Besides you ladies, I have absolutely no friends.

I need coffee but it's so late for coffee 🙈