So my bd left us last Monday, Tuesday I got into an accident with my oldest daughter in the car, bd never came to hospital, this past Monday I was in hospital for contractions and checked and sent home with contractions, been contracting on and off since then and have been losing my mucus plug since early evening last night, I'm uncomfortable and exhausted physically and mentally, I can't sleep to save my life, I just wanted soup last night and my bd told me to go get some, he's such a big...