Worst week so far ever of 2015! My bd left us Monday, got into car accident yesterday (Tuesday) with my oldest daughter and I was driving...wasn't my fault though, some girl didn't look both ways got kinda overwhelmed with the traffic in the area and pulled out off side road and struck back of my new car that I still have temp tags on omg, even after my day Monday I could see this girl freaking out so I remained as calm as possible and she was extremely concerned about me and my baby and very apologetic and that's why they're called accidents right so there's a police report but idk if she received a ticket for it or not bc my number one concern was the well being of both of my daughters! I'm hurting but baby is fine, my midwife was at the hospital and she checked me and I'm 1cm dialated having irregular contractions and I was supposed to see her tomorrow to discuss induction but I requested to just speak briefly about it there at the hospital bc I don't want to drive all the way to her office tomorrow as I'm in pain now from accident so I have to call tomorrow and set up appt for Monday so we can schedule my induction (I'll be 37 weeks) due to my mental health deteriorating (been going downhill for a few weeks) BD didn't show to the hospital tonight or really show any concern about us after learning of the accident and I'm stupid bc I kept keeping him informed of it all just bc I want him to care so badly! Oh well single mom of three it will be and being a mommy is my only concern and priority from here on out! Technically I'm not single nor will I ever be again I have three beautiful daughters to raise and I plan on using ALL of my time doing just that!