As I lay here I can’t sleep , I can’t help but think about what happened ... it all happened so fast in the blink of an…

As I lay here I can’t sleep , I can’t help but think about what happened ... it all happened so fast in the blink of an eye .. all I remember is getting the green light to go and looking to my right to see a dump truck coming right for me after that I don’t know what happened , I don’t remember the impact , I don’t remember anything all I know is I woke up to air bags deployed all around and my engine on fire .. panicking because the doors were jammed shut and we couldn’t open them .. thinking to myself Omgggg this is it today’s the day . Thinking about my precious little girl in my belly who didn’t deserve none of it , thinking about my boys I froze and was still very out of it .. if it wasn’t for my brother kicking in the window and making an escape for us idk what would of happened . Watching my brother and my husband crawl out the window I knew it had to be done , i unbuckled my child car seat and threw it to the side it was my turn to get out I had to survive for my boys, for my family , for my unborn child . I tried and tried to get out but I just didn’t have the room to do it .. I was just about to give up but hearing my brother say you need to get out it’s on fire and realizing he was trying to help me out I decided to try one more time and at that moment the window grew and felt more open than it did before. I was able to use my body strength to pull myself up and out of the window .. I had survived , crawling out with a broken wrist lacerations and bruises all over my body and bleeding from my head , nose and face .. I sat on the floor waiting for help . But to my surprise not one person tried to help us , what in the world happened to humanity everyone just sat in their vehicles watching us gush blood and barely escape a car that was on fire .. I just sat there shocked at the fact that a trained state trooper just sat there and didn’t call it in for help for us , it took us calling the cops to get the help we needed .. it took us telling him over and over again the dispatcher said for him to put the fire out about after 10 times of telling him he went to his car and got it out and didn’t even know how to work it . Looking at these pictures I realized how lucky and blessed I am to be alive .. all I was doing was bringing hubby to work and my brother to an interview , something I did everyday the same way i took everyday .. my life could have ended in an instant . But I’m a survivor we’re all survivors. This has changed my whole life perspective , if you love someone let them know .. don’t hate one another , don’t say things you would regret if you never seen them again .. I could go on and on but then it would be a book .. so to our guardian angels we love you & to the good lord upstairs you are my king & I will forever worship you 🙏🏼♥️. I can’t stop looking at the pictures of the accident .. it brings on so many tears and so many emotions.. to think I could have died just terrifies me .... to think my baby could have been hurt haunts me... I have no car , but I have my life and we all walked away alive ... badly banged up but alive... and for that I’m highly favored and mighty blessed . I just miss my sweet black Berry 😞, she definitely protected us with all she could .. I just wish I knew what happened and could remember more 😞😞. Worst part it happened on my now 2 year olds second birthday on Monday the 23rd.. and two years prior on my 4 year olds second birthday I was also hit and in a accident as well , but it wasn’t bad not like this .. on baby girls 2nd birthday in two years I am not going out at all on that day .. I’m just thankful to be alive 😩😭😞.