I am wide awake and can’t go back to sleep. Guess got a lot on my mind and feel a little depressed about things. I love that I am going to have another baby and that my daughter and this baby will have the same daddy less stress on the holidays lol but I wish me and him was actually together I still love him but I just don’t think he cares about me the same way and not sure he ever will and that’s a hard pill to swallow. Things are just so complicated right now.