I am wide awake and can’t go back to sleep. Guess got a lot on my mind and feel a little depressed about things. I love that I am going to have another baby and that my daughter and this baby will have the same daddy less stress on the holidays lol but I wish me and him was actually together I still love him but I just don’t think he cares about me the same way and not sure he ever will and that’s a hard pill to swallow. Things are just so complicated right now.
We havnt talked about it I am so emotional right now that I feel like if I bring it up I am just going to cry and not get out what I need to say.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

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Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
So sorry you're going through this , especially while pregnant ! Have you two talked any at all about getting back together ?? Are you still living with him at his parents house ? If so, and you two aren't getting back together.. I would save money, get your own place for you and the kids. It hurts more to stay in the same household with someone that u love, that doesn't reciprocate the same love back !