There isnt a second that passes that i dont think of you. Everything around me reminds me of you because we went…

There isnt a second that passes that i dont think of you. Everything around me reminds me of you because we went everywhere and done everything together at one time. I think that i can control my emotions pretty good through the day but then night time falls and hits me like a rock and im just completely lost all over again. Ive never felt this type of pain before and if i had one wish it would be to have you back in my arms, making sure you were safe and sound. If i could go back and protect you, i would in a heartbeat. Maybe all these posts are annoying, but i just need to vent bc i cant get you off my mind. This pain will never go away, but i pray it gets easier. I never pictured or wanted to do life without you. I know you will be looking down on us and be mine and Lanes gaurdian Angel. I love you and pray you are filled with nothing but happiness and peace. 143 (our inside code for i love you) ❤❤❤