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On this day June 13, 2018 at 9:20 AM i was in the surgery room giving birth to you via csection. You were 10 pounds and 1 ounce. 20 1/2 inches long. Your daddy was standing next to me holding my hand with the biggest smile on his face and your mamaw Misty was taking videos and pictures of you being brought into this crazy world. Me and your daddy were so excited to be having you and love you more than you could ever imagine before you even knew you existed, from the first time we heard your hear...

There isnt a second that passes that i dont think of you. Everything around me reminds me of you because we went everywhere and done everything together at one time. I think that i can control my emotions pretty good through the day but then night time falls and hits me like a rock and im just completely lost all over again. Ive never felt this type of pain before and if i had one wish it would be to have you back in my arms, making sure you were safe and sound. If i could go back and protect yo...

Yall i just keep crying at night when im alone. Idk what to do with myself. Im so alone
I miss him so much. Idk what to do. I feel like i lost my best friend. I miss him so much
Please pray for me to get through this bc i feel so lost. Thank you

Just gotta have faith everythings gonna be alright 🖤

So i havent posted much, but my husband that i left in November was murdered earlier this week. His funeral is tomorrow. I would really appreciate all the prayers me and our son could get. Thank you🖤🖤

Okay, im posting one sneak peak bc I love these pics sooo much and then yall can see the rest in June when i slowly post them til his bday. Ill probably cry everyday of the month just bc i can not believe my baby is about to be 1! Omgggg time slow down. I might go cry now, excuse me😭😭😭

His first haircut 😭😍

So UPDATE: Haven't been on in a couple months but my baby turned 11 months today! I can't believe its already been a year! He brings so much joy to my life💖💖💖