Been in hospital with blood clot on lungs and flu (this pregnancy is trying to kill me 🙈) baby is fine but they have said I need to express my first few days of milk when shes born and throw it away due to radiation in my breast tissue because of all the chest scans I've had. I can breast feed after that but don't really want to risk it! Sigh, it's never easy is it 😅😅
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Jesus I hope everything gets better for you soon!x