✔Had genetic testing done

✔ Visited my Gynecologist

✔Started My Period

✔Scheduled my HSG procedure

✔Complete HSG procedure & receive results

🚫Have follow up appointment

🚫 Find plan to get us pregnant

I had an HSG test done and it showed results consistent with Tubal Disease ( from a D&C; after my ectopic pregnancy) and Adenomyosis. This stressed me out because me and my Bf want kids really bad. We've had 3 early losses, my first being an ectopic pregnancy and the most recent a chemical on 14 Feb 2018. This has affected our relationship because I'm so stressed and anxious all the time. I cant envision my life without kids and I'm afraid I'm going to have to start thinking about that. I still have to wait and see what my fertility doctor has to say on what we can do with my issue and I hope we can still conceive. I'm starting to feel hopeless and my depression is kicking in...Everyone says "It'll happen at the right time!" but even though that may be true, it truly doesnt help how I feel AT ALL Lol. So many emotions are being experienced, I dont know what to do anymore.

*Adenomyosis is when the endometrial tissue grows within the uterine walls often making implantation difficult and doubles the chances of miscarriage.

It can also cause painful and heavy periods but I dont suffer from those symptoms & typically the only cure is a hysterectomy. Theres more info but I'm not gonna write it all. You could always look it up if you wanna know more