@lolalei33 It's hard to get out of my house I work basically every day and even things there suck because of people constantly talking about me behind my back. I would have to look into play groups but i would have to see if i even have the time for that. I do take him out to the park but never see other parents that actually want to talk. I don't feel like I can share anything with my actual parents because my own mom adds to my stress. I could possibly talk to one of my aunt's I feel that would understand or help me out because I know they all love me.

Sorry your feeling this way, Its important to try to get out of the house on a daily basis I think. Sometimes being at home all day can make things worse. Can you look at joining a play group with your boy to meet other mums? Or even just taking him for a walk in his pram down to the park and chatting with other parents? Do you have family who could help?