Hey everyone my names Blanca and I'm 26 years old. My birthday is in January. I have a beautiful baby boy named Leonardo. I'm also a first time mom. My son was born four weeks early due to my high blood pressure. He was not planned but I love him with all my heart. ❌no itworks❌

Have been planning Leo’s 5th birthday a bit earlier this time around. It happens to be on the same day my cousins birthday. Everyone in my family is basically going to his instead of my sons. He’s in his 30s so older so he could have it anytime. I don’t know why it’s affecting me so much that they all aren’t going I feel hurt by it. I’m glad his dad is going and his family and friends are as well. I would be crushed if no one came.

Was doing so good with the way I was feeling. Lately I’ve gone back to feeling the sadness and loneliness. Watching shows with couples in love is not helping my spirits go up.

Went and got my first tattoo finally was kind of a spur of the moment type thing. I love the way it came out.

Need to think of ideas of what to get my brothers girlfriend for Christmas since we we’ll be at his house to celebrate this year. Any one have any ideas of what I could give her I was thinking make up maybe.

Picture I took of my sweet boy went to see my nephew play his last soccer games.

Update this week leo stopped crying when dropping him off at preschool. Now he says bye mom see you later and waves at me. Seriously going to be my turn to cry now my babe is growing up on me.

Have been talking to a guy thought I everything was fine until today he stopped texting me back. Makes me feel like I’m never going to be in a relationship again. Puts me in a sad place but have to act like I’m okay.

Anyone know the process that happens after your child finishes preschool through kidango. I’m a first time mom so don’t know how that stuff works. He just started last month but would like to be prepared with knowing.

Late update day four was just like day 3 crying tantrum according to teacher which I believe. Hoping it gets better have gone early and just waited was able to see him play and have fun.

Leo started preschool on Tuesday first day he only cried when I came to pick him up. Yesterday he was crying as I left. Really hope it gets better want him to interact with the other kids and make friends. He didn’t want to go to the playground so his teacher stayed with him inside.