Enoch's birthday
You know my own husband didn't even remember. I'm so unbelievably gutted right now. I swear I could never talk to him again and be perfectly content.
Thank you, ladies. It means a lot.
Even though I'm still completely crushed, I know my sweet boy wouldn't want me to be mad at his daddy. I'm choosing to show him grace and forgive him, even thought it's 10:33pm and he still hasn't even realized what today is or why I'm upset.
I think a good night sleep will do me some good.
The kids and I placed a candle on his cake and I let my DD blow it out. ☺️
I don't want my kids to see me cry. I'm content just being locked away in my room for now. I know I should go cut his cake so we can all enjoy a piece, I'm just not sure I'm up to it at the moment.
Thank you, all.
I wish that were the case. He just forgets everything. Birthdays, anniversaries. I'm not surprised he forgot, just hurt.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
♥ *HUGS*
Your angel is with you every step of the way. Guys are just so weird, they are not sentimental like us mothers.
Hang in there!!