Enoch's birthday
You know my own husband didn't even remember. I'm so unbelievably gutted right now. I swear I could never talk to him again and be perfectly content.
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase? I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say... Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
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♥ *HUGS*
Your angel is with you every step of the way. Guys are just so weird, they are not sentimental like us mothers.
Hang in there!!
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Hugs mama. And happy holidays
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Aww, happy Heavenly birthday, Enoch!!
I hope you got some good rest, mama. And I love the idea of releasing a lantern for him. Very thoughtful! ❤️
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@exc1t3d - Good for you, Momma. Your kids are so lucky to have you... what a beautiful example you are setting for them in every way.
Ashley Roan·
Thank you, ladies. It means a lot.
Even though I'm still completely crushed, I know my sweet boy wouldn't want me to be mad at his daddy. I'm choosing to show him grace and forgive him, even thought it's 10:33pm and he still hasn't even realized what today is or why I'm upset.
I think a good night sleep will do me some good.
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Happy birthday to your angel baby ???
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Happy Birthday sweet boy. Hugs Mama and prayers.
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Happy birthday, sweet Enoch.
You are walking with our sweet Savior in perfect health and harmony. Your momma is amazing. You'll get to see her on the other side of eternity. ?
Ashley Roan·
The kids and I placed a candle on his cake and I let my DD blow it out. ☺️
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I'd be hurt too if my DH forgot something like that. The last thing you need to feel today is alone. Enoch has such an amazing mother. Take all the time you need to be still with your precious baby on his day. Happy birthday, angel ?
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I understand not wanting your kids to see you cry but I think it's actually good for them sometimes to see that Mom and Dad are only human too and that it's ok to not be ok sometimes.
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Do it in your own time momma ?
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I'm so sorry, mama. ?
Happy Birthday to your precious Enoch. ❤️❤️❤️
Ashley Roan·
I don't want my kids to see me cry. I'm content just being locked away in my room for now. I know I should go cut his cake so we can all enjoy a piece, I'm just not sure I'm up to it at the moment.
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I'm so sorry. Praying for you.
Happy Birthday Enoch ?
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Happy Birthday, Enoch! ❤️
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Happy birthday sweet angel!
Prayers for you sweetie❤
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Happy Birthday sweet boy! Enjoy your cake in paradise! Dance with all of the angels and rejoice with Jesus. We miss and love each one of you!
Hugs to you momma. May you find inner peace on this day. He is smiling down on you.
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Happy Birthday Angel ❤
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Happy birthday little angel.
If you need to be by yourself today don't feel guilty, I'm sure your family will understand.
Thinking of you and sending lots of hugs your way.
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Hugs mama!
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I'm sure he didn't forget intentionally ? I'm not saying it'll make you feel better if he did intentionally or not, but he probably doesn't mean harm. Happy birthday to your sweet angel ? I'm sorry for your loss love.
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Aww hugs mama! Happy birthday Enoch ?
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❤ Happy birthday Enoch ❤
Ashley Roan·
Thank you, all.
I wish that were the case. He just forgets everything. Birthdays, anniversaries. I'm not surprised he forgot, just hurt.
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((Hugs)) and prayers ❤❤❤
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Praying for you! Happy birthday to your angel baby.
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Saying a prayer for you today. ?
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*hugs*