Anyone else?
Have a crappy day today? I have had a rough one as I was on my way to my doc appt this morning my CRV died on me while I was driving. The rpm gauge dropped down to 0 and it quit working. The battery light and oil light came on but there's oil in it and when we try to start it it cranks but doesn't turn over. Right now, this is the icing to the cake for me as I only had a week left of work but seems like I may be needing to resign early because I have no way to work now. My SO works 7am-5pm M-F and I work 3pm-6pm M, W, Th, and F.
Update: My timing belt went to crap and because how my engine being a closed circuit I only have a few options: replace the whole motor, replace the head and timing belt plus other necessary parts in a kit or get rid of it. I'm on a very tight budget so I can't afford a new engine $1500 or more, replace the head is expensive too. I don't know what to do. I'm so stressed.
I also resigned from my position due to not being able to make my scheduled shifts and I really wanted to be able to finish out my last week. This is the first job that I've fallen in love with and one of the best opportunities I've had so I became so close to the children and all my coworkers. It felt like family so I'm extremely emotional about it.
I just didn't need this stress being close to my due date. ?
Sch: I'm so happy for your great news! I definitely wanted to hear good news as well so thank you for sharing! I'm glad your little one is doing well and your diabetes is under control! I hope for the rest of your pregnancy that you'll go complicated free and birth a healthy, happy little one. ☺
2lee: I'm so happy that your pictures turned out well! It's so rewarding when you're able to save money but get amazing outcomes on something you're destined to do! So happy for you!
AJ: I've been sick for a week so I completely can relate to the miserableness of being sick. I hope you start feeling better soon though. Get well!
Mrscoach: I'm sorry that you had a rough week as well! I hope that it gets better for you and tomorrow will be a better day for you! Hugs!
Sorry to be the odd duck but today was looking up in my world. After a weekend of exhaustion and contractions, I had a great day. My Dr said everything if finally good. My diabetes is under control. Baby girl is 50%. This is great news since she has been so large do to diabetes. After comming home I did several things on my to do list.
Keep going girls. I hang onto the good days when there are so many bad ones.
There's something in the water this week. I've been getting my butt kicked to the point I cited my entire way to work today after bursting into tears at a restaurant my husband works at. Went in to see him briefly and grab lunch because it's been such a crappy week already... got halfway through my grilled chicken sandwich and found it was raw on one side. Immediately starting gagging and almost threw up and then burst into tears in front of everyone. Not my finest moment.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
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I was on my way home from picking my DD up. Stopped at a red light and the lady next to me had her newborn in the front seat (rear faced). It was a van, no kids in the back seats. I pray they have safe travels and someone tells her how it is unsafe. I couldn't get her attention or I would have. It gave me anxiety.
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

F my neighbor just knocked on my door to tell me I had a huge beehive in my tree. Wtf do I do about this thing? It’s huge!!
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...
Ugh!!
To replace a timing belt and head, should be cheaper. Maybe find a place you can make payments to? I'm fortunate to have some experience as well as my SO being knowledgeable that we could tackle it ourselves.
The serpentine belt in my VW is about to go out ?
The tire on my van was flat on Sunday ?
I hate vehicles some days!