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Leah Johnston
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heartbroken. I delivered my daughter Nov 5th of last year at 38 weeks. She was stillborn. I started ttc in Feb and in…

heartbroken.

I delivered my daughter Nov 5th of last year at 38 weeks. She was stillborn. I started ttc in Feb and in March got my bfp, but started bleeding two days later. Apparently I had a chemical pregnancy. Confirmed today, 5 months to the day since my baby's heart stopped beating. Like today wasn't hard enough to deal with without another failed pregnancy tacked on... I just feel so heartbroken and defeated. All I have ever wanted to be was a mom. I don't know what's wrong with me...

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If your desire to be a mom is stronger than the pain you feel from the loss of your child, try again. (One child after five miscarriages). All things are possible. Be encouraged.

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April 1 marked what would have been our sons first birthday. He was born still at 38 weeks 3 days. Sending love and understanding to you. I also want to gently remind you that you are a mom, you just don't get to parent your daughter the way you hoped you would.

Also, the loss of our son happened after we already had one beautiful healthy child at home. Don't let our shared experience make you think you can't bring a baby home. Your body did an amazing and wonderful job of growing your daughter for nine months.

I didn't do anything different in my two pregnancies and I had no complications or concerns. I will never know why my youngest son never got to come home but I know it does not mean that my body failed to provide him with what he needed, he was a chubby 8 lbs 4 oz.

I hope this gives you faith and hope.

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I had a chemical pregnancy this week. I been dealing with it. I felt like I was pregnant for two weeks and it was taken from me.

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Don't come down hard on yourself. Sometimes we never know exactly why one pregnancy works and another fails. Always have hope and try to remain positive. All things are possible. I just miscarried last week. No one understands how heartbreaking it is until you go through it. I wish you the best of luck. Hugs.

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Starting TWW. Anyone else?

Starting TWW. Anyone else? I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

LADIES !!!!! IM IN SHOCK!!!! so my period showed up a day earlier than expected, as you know I took those two blue dyes,…

LADIES !!!!! IM IN SHOCK!!!! so my period showed up a day earlier than expected, as you know I took those two blue dyes, both had a faint positive. Well the next day, I tested with a FRER and a Walmart 88 cent test and both were very very negative. Then I had a temp drop below coverline. AF showed the following day, a day early. I just knew i was out !! Well, yesterday I was sick as hell when I woke up, i get to work, and discover that my boobs are very sore as i ran into a wall coming around the corner, lol.. i NEVER get sore breasts or nauseated during my period.. EVER !!! Something told me to take a pregnancy test although I had been bleeding for 3 days at this point. Today makes 4 !!! Still bleeding, and even had clotting!! To my surprise, myy test was positive !!!! I tested again this morning, and it's even darker !!!! How is this even possible.. I dont know what's going on, I'm in total disbelief right now!!! 10dpo, my FRER was negative, no hint of a line at all!!! Here I am, 14dpo, bleeding for 4 days now, with a positive test that keeps getting darker !!! Looking at my chart it looks like baby implanted on the same exact day AF was actually due, although it showed a day early!! I took my period off of my chart so you ladies could see my chart as a whole, but my period started on cd32, the last day of the big temp drop.. now the temps are back up !!! The test I took yesterday evening is the dried one.. its yellow tinted as it's old . The other is from this morning , first morning urine !!