heartbroken. I delivered my daughter Nov 5th of last year at 38 weeks. She was stillborn. I started ttc in Feb and in…
heartbroken.
I delivered my daughter Nov 5th of last year at 38 weeks. She was stillborn. I started ttc in Feb and in March got my bfp, but started bleeding two days later. Apparently I had a chemical pregnancy. Confirmed today, 5 months to the day since my baby's heart stopped beating. Like today wasn't hard enough to deal with without another failed pregnancy tacked on... I just feel so heartbroken and defeated. All I have ever wanted to be was a mom. I don't know what's wrong with me...
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Don't come down hard on yourself. Sometimes we never know exactly why one pregnancy works and another fails. Always have hope and try to remain positive. All things are possible. I just miscarried last week. No one understands how heartbreaking it is until you go through it. I wish you the best of luck. Hugs.
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I had a chemical pregnancy this week. I been dealing with it. I felt like I was pregnant for two weeks and it was taken from me.
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April 1 marked what would have been our sons first birthday. He was born still at 38 weeks 3 days. Sending love and understanding to you. I also want to gently remind you that you are a mom, you just don't get to parent your daughter the way you hoped you would.
Also, the loss of our son happened after we already had one beautiful healthy child at home. Don't let our shared experience make you think you can't bring a baby home. Your body did an amazing and wonderful job of growing your daughter for nine months.
I didn't do anything different in my two pregnancies and I had no complications or concerns. I will never know why my youngest son never got to come home but I know it does not mean that my body failed to provide him with what he needed, he was a chubby 8 lbs 4 oz.
I hope this gives you faith and hope.
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If your desire to be a mom is stronger than the pain you feel from the loss of your child, try again. (One child after five miscarriages). All things are possible. Be encouraged.