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Мама дочки (9 лет), беременна (20 нед.)

I literally feel the stress and anxiety of my life right now just weighing on my body. It feels so overwhelming 😩 I'm…

I literally feel the stress and anxiety of my life right now just weighing on my body. It feels so overwhelming 😩

I'm trying to calm myself down but I need to make a plan to deal with all this crap! I'm the person who usually says things will be okay but it's hard to be that person today.

I feel like I'm having mini heart attacks, I actually feel my heart pounding so hard and fast. Smh. Ugh! 😢😭

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dled

Dee

Im with ya on that. 😳 :(

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