Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Motherhood ripped from me again...

I went for my Anatomy Scan on Friday @ 20wks. I went in expecting to find out if my baby is a boy or girl, but came out feeling like I'm going to die.

I had a traumatic experience in the shower I was washing up and I went to wash my vagina I saw a little blood then I wiped again to make sure it was coming from the vagina then the whole wash cloth was covered in blood and blood was coming down my leg I then called my boyfriend he started panicking and called the nurse she thought it was hemmroids it wasn't then she checked and saw this big pimple and now she thinks that's what was bleeding but do pimples bleed that bad to the point it covers th...

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Question: how much is the blood work test that tells you the gender? I'm on state health insurance so I'm sure it doesn't cover it, but I have three friends getting it done and finding out way early and I'm dying to know what my baby is 😫😫😍😍