With my son I had a vagina birth, 7 hours of active labor and took 3 pushes. From stories I’ve heard I had it good. But now getting close to having my son any day now I think I’m more nervous then my first son. Having nightmares just and my anxiety is at its highest. I feel like I’m going to go into labor when I have nobody around and I’ll need to call ambulance and I’ll have my son 😩 that’s scary. I’m scared of tearing ah the recovering after how much it hurts to pee how much blood and pain you go thru. Ahhh I know having my son is going to be worth it all at the end but just can’t seem to get out my head😟