Just had a moment with my boy as I was rocking him to sleep. I'm scared for him what this world will do to him when I'm not around . Scared I won't be capable to take care of him . Scared I won't make it far with his father and scared of not being able to take care of him since I start work next week. All I can do is just keep telling myself I able. Why is it so easy to be discouraged and so hard to be motivated?
I think fear is just so easy to feel when we are faced with change..for some reason negative just comes easier to us.. like when someone cuts us off on the road the first instinct isn’t to say wow u cut in front of me so effectively good job lol but maybe some profanity instead haha. I think we do it to protect ourselves. When we fear something or don’t feel positive about something right away we are more alert and are more aware of the current situation. Because things are changing you naturally have to prepare yourself which can be overwhelming but u also make sure to make the moments you have now count. @dizz_d, I hope that makes some sense lol it felt smart when I started 😂