I grew up in and out of foster care because my biological mother tried killing me all my life just because I was born a girl and I had "killed" my twin by forming with her in the womb. I was adopted at 15 and spent the rest of my life taking care of everyone else. I raised my younger siblings and out of the foster family and adopted family, I have 17 siblings. My little girl is the first granddaughter for my family though. I'm very proud of that. Even though we lost my daughter's twin, and los...

My migraine is killing me and the screaming screeches coming from the kids is making it worse. 😭😭

So much has changed this year and yet the 1 thing that hasn't changed is me still ending up alone and depressed dealing with everything by myself again! 😭💔😭

So he just came in to wake me up saying he had a horrible dream where he killed our oldest in a horrible way because she had become a zombie and I and the baby were no where to be found. Like what?? You came to the other side of the house to wake me up at 4am for that why??

When you say that you can't stand being around or playing with your own children and that it's my job to deal with them and keep them handled why you xbox game.... That is why I fucking hate you!!

So baby girl is 7 months old and she still makes these crazy sounds in her sleep right before she attacks the boobie and sleep feeds. It's so cute and funny.

Am I the only one who sits and cries while holding my babies and apologizing to them because I was stupid and brought them into this horrible world where they now have to suffer for my mistakes in life? 💔💔

Am I the only one who looks at my children sometimes and breaks down crying while apologizing to them for bringing them into this fucked up world where they have to suffer?!?

My baby is 4 months old. It's crazy and life has been too

Tummy time for the baby and big sister just has to be there too.