Nights like these. I feel so vulnerable as I try to clear my mind I seem to think of you and unfortunately it's never the good stuff it's always those last moments of your life. She left last year in January to be with God and her mother. The anniversary of her death is coming and I feel nauseous just thinking of everything we endured.... hospice... chemo...her departure. I wish I had her here in the flesh to make me feel the love and comfort she could only supply. I hope I'm half the mom she was. ❤️✨😩😭 #pancreaticcancer #RIPMamaDear