This might be a trigger warning .Laying here in the triage room at the hospital getting little man monitored. no there's nothing wrong I have to do this once a week because I lost my first son and I've been laying here thinking about him when he passed. I never looked at him I never helped him because that's not how I want to remember him but, part of me wants to go down to medical record and get the pictures of him that's a little CD and keep i going back and forth if I should or shouldn't I have no idea what to do I want to see what he looked like but I don't know if I can handle it. It's been almost a year since his passing.
It will be okay I no you gone get to see your baby don't worry tell your kid all about it when she or he gets older
@missmama92 I know what you're actually I'll get the video today and want to look at it immediately it will be torture and thank you
@chelli your very right i know
If you want to do it but only if your gonna be okay enough to do it. Don't torture nor pressure yourself hun. And I'm sorry for your lost 👼

Guys if I was looking at a place to rent on Craigslist and I go to click on the ad again and this pops up does that mean it's a scam?? I need to know because my boyfriend and I have been talking to the person !!
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Ladies let me ask y’all a question now there’s a guy I met off line I look up every person that normally I talk to and when I looked him up he got old things from 2014 and 2015 now when I looked I seen he been arrested numerous of times and he also have to protective orders for domestic violence. Now should I not talk to him and be Cautious because of it and leave it alone al togather or I shouldn’t worry because it’s the pass ?

Wish I could take a full body pic but his Doctor want me to keep him swallowed because his temperature has been really low which has kept me an my baby away from each other all day 😢😟 I haven't got a chance to be with him at all do to it she's been keeping him to keep a close eye on him. I haven't counted his lil toes or none yet 😟 but he's finally here now an I missed him so much omg but I wasn't about to rush them to bring him knowing his health comes first because if it wasn't some to be conc...

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
I was not ready and that's ok