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I'm so frustrated and sad. My Repeat C-Section is March 31st and me and my husband still don't know what to do with our 1 year old daughter, she was originally suppose to stay with my husbands mom but she lives with my husbands brother girlfriend and I do NOT like her touching up on my child, and I know his mom lets her play and hold her when I'm not around. Reason for me not liking her . " when daughter was newborn she locked herself in the room with my daughter " I was highly upset! Anyways .. I do NOT get along with my own mother being that she wanted me to get a abortion for both of my kids. As far as friends my husband does not trust anyone with his daughter, not even my family. The ones that he hasn't met. So now we are forced to bring his mother along with us on my elective c section date so she can watch our daughter while I'm in surgery . I wanted to have some bonding time with newborn for three days without my daughter running around all over the place. Guess I have no choice 😤🤧😩😢
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
is it wrong to be frustrated that my daughter acts like she can't do certain things with out my help. she plays dumb a lot and I wish I could be like no girl show what you know. she acts like she can't trace or match shapes so shes ask for "mommy finger" to help her so I barely hold her hand and she magically can do it but if I dont hold her hand she just scribbles and acts like she doesnt know
the pic is how she traces when I'm "helping her" otherwise it'll just be scribbles all over the page
I'm so upset my husband just informed me, that my 16 yr. Old daughter told him while I was gone that I was a bad Mom with too many kids, that I was dumb because I dropped out of school, that she wanted to part in meeting her new sister in December. I'm so broken and don't know what to do!
Oooh OK I understand.. That makes it more difficult.. But if you had other relatives or a close friend that'll make it easier.@momoftwo2017