I don't know really where I can talk where I don't know anyone in real life... But there is only one person here as opposed to so many more in any of my Facebook mom groups.
Anyway... I am dealing with depression. I know it. I have been fine for months and I was even fine all day... Then tonight when I was almost asleep I took a deep breath and my husband said, "Why are you huffing!? What did I do to make you mad!??" At that point I lost it. I started crying uncontrollably. I couldnt breathe. I wanted to curl up in a ball and not move. I started puking I was crying so hard. I started thinking super dark thoughts about wanting to die and I just don't feel okay. I haven't felt like this since I was in high school and living with my dad. My husband is so sweet and kind and I know he didn't mean to upset me.
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First, I hate when people assume im huffing because I'm taking deep breaths. Secondly, I know exactly how you feel. I've been spending more time outside in nature and also more time with myself. It's been helping so much. I hope you can get some relief soon
There is a PPD group here. Do you wanna be added ? I don't have PPD but I have had depression since I was a kid. The group has been super helpful for me! Let me know if you want to be added 😊
You need to talk to ur husband !!! It's best to be honest I felt depressed and I would cry and vent to him he would help ! Because befor he knew what I was going threw he would make it so much worse
Oh my word....I don't even know where to START with this one!
Should I let my x know when labor starts
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I'm here if u need to talk honey