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Patricia Miles
Patricia Miles
Мама сына-младенца, беременна (9 нед.)

I don't know really where I can talk where I don't know anyone in real life... But there is only one person here as…

I don't know really where I can talk where I don't know anyone in real life... But there is only one person here as opposed to so many more in any of my Facebook mom groups.

Anyway... I am dealing with depression. I know it. I have been fine for months and I was even fine all day... Then tonight when I was almost asleep I took a deep breath and my husband said, "Why are you huffing!? What did I do to make you mad!??" At that point I lost it. I started crying uncontrollably. I couldnt breathe. I wanted to curl up in a ball and not move. I started puking I was crying so hard. I started thinking super dark thoughts about wanting to die and I just don't feel okay. I haven't felt like this since I was in high school and living with my dad. My husband is so sweet and kind and I know he didn't mean to upset me.

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millermommie

Heather MillerМама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

I'm here if u need to talk honey

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nicoclev

Nicole ClevengerВ ожидании первенца

First, I hate when people assume im huffing because I'm taking deep breaths. Secondly, I know exactly how you feel. I've been spending more time outside in nature and also more time with myself. It's been helping so much. I hope you can get some relief soon

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milestide25

Patricia MilesМама сына-младенца, беременна (9 нед.)

Please! @shylamarie

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shylamarie

Shyla MarieМама дочки-младенца

There is a PPD group here. Do you wanna be added ? I don't have PPD but I have had depression since I was a kid. The group has been super helpful for me! Let me know if you want to be added 😊

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sillyval0920

Valerie banegas Мама двоих (младенец)

You need to talk to ur husband !!! It's best to be honest I felt depressed and I would cry and vent to him he would help ! Because befor he knew what I was going threw he would make it so much worse

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I don't think she gets it.

I don't think she gets it. I swear sometimes I just need to renew my policy to not look at the comments in Facebook. I never used to. I don't know why I started. But the ignorance is real.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?