my husband has woke up the baby twice today and I just want to run away. I have taken care of the baby a majority of the day today because he works graveyard and we had family come visit in the morning. He is always helpful and I'm grateful but today is not my day. I didn't get any sleep and every time I finally put him down my husband decided to be obnoxiously loud. I was such an ass to him before he left for work but I JUST finally got the baby down after rocking him for almost 2 hours. He came in practically yelling and laughing with my nephew. Now I'm up with a crying baby, on four hours of sleep. I'm just so tired. I feel so mean because I cussed at him. But I'm so tired and I just don't get why he doesn't think sometimes. 😣 today is one of those days I feel like I really am not cut out for this. 😔😪