Everyone is telling me you need to go out and meet someone. And I want too I don't want to be alone forever even though I perfectly content and fine with that. It would be nice to have that person that I can love and share a life with.. but I am just so terrified especially with everything I see on the news I don't want anything like that happening To my daughter and i. That is seriously stopping me from talking or even looking at a guy. I don't even know how to talk to a man anymore . My life consist of taking care of Eliyanah and working. That's all I do. I really only communicate with my daughter and the people in my house. It's sad to say but I have NEVER been in love with a man. My whole life I had one serious relationship and that was my only relationship and to make it worse it wasn't even my child's father. I barley even know/knew her dad. I decided to let lose and quit being so uptight, I did and I ended up pregnant lol so now I'm back at the beginning, being uptight and scared of any type of relationship... I don't know anymore... everyone is always so anti being with someone who has another mans baby which makes it hard and then you never really know who that person is or what their intentions are or even what they are capable of... safe to say it's better off just being alone for entirety.
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@jahnessagarcia, wait wait wait. it's too early to sign yourself up for a monastery. give it time. right now, focus on yourself. get your hair done, a massage, a pedicure. your time will come!
I know age is usually a thing girls don't talk about for some reason but what are your ages I just feel so alone being 18.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I am so sad that I can't make all the people I love and care about in my life happy. 😔 My bf really wants me to put our daughter up for adoption when she's born because he doesn't feel ready to be a parent. He gets really upset when I tell him I want to keep her.
My parents want me to get rid of my boyfriend or they will cut contact with me if I don't. I feel so torn and I don't want to lose my daughter, my family, or my man. I don't know what to do anymore.
Trying to hold out and not stress because I don't want my baby being premature. I want a healthy baby.
Please don't listen to people. don't follow your heart either get out and do things, that make you happy. your intuition will lead you in the correct direction. If you are still processing through pain, hurt, rejection you will be useless you a partner anyway