Been up for since 3 am for the 3 day in a row and didn't get in bed until after 1030. Been a long few days and to top things off I'm feeling more alone than ever. My entire family has been doing things today but never invite me or my kids. My sister and mom got matching tattoos last night and I got to babysit her kids while they were done. I asked my mom why we couldn't get one done together her response is I want one of my children to not have any ink. Never had much in common with my family so why does it always hurt me so bad when I'm left out. Thankful that my neighbor is more of a mom to me than my real mother.