Been married since March 2012
Full time SAHM since 2014
My three babies are my world
I have my good days and bad.
When life gets me down I write and listen to music.
Strong believer in being kind to everyone even if they treat you badly.
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I don't post much any more because I've gotten a job, and taking care of my babies. But tonight I'm really missing my mom. She passed away two weeks ago and it feels just like yesterday. She was my best friend and she loved me unconditionally and my children as well. I don't really know I'll ever get past this right now just taking it a day at a time and trying to be there for my babies.

Need to rant a little bit. I was watching my niece yesterday and she was absolutely horribly mean to my oldest son. She's 4, and he's 3. Normally they play just fine but yesterday she made him cry all day. When she got here he said mommy my best friend is he. She looked at him said you not my best friend or friend. He started cry. I told her she needed to play with him but she wouldn't because she wasn't friends with him. I've always told my kids they need to play and be nice to everyone because...

Very emotional right now. I've always had to put my three year old to sleep. Him and I co slept until he was almost 2. Then I started helping him sleep on the couch since he wouldn't sleep in his own bed. Well the past three nights he's gone to his room laid down in his toddler bed said I love you too mommy and night and put himself to sleep. He's growing up on me. He's not a baby anymore.

In desperate need of a mommy time out. Between everything going on with my parents and my oldest child, and now add that my siblings said I get no say in the decision when it comes to my dad whom might I add I've been taking care of alone for the past 3 years. I'm stressed and need a break but I don't see that happening. All I can do is cry lately.

Another tax season were my tax refund will be taking due to my husband's student loans before we were married. I swear if this doesn't take care of it this year and I'm still stuck paying next year, I'll be pissed. Hopefully my next year I'll be divorced and it won't matter.

I haven't posted much lately things have been crazy. My mom's cancer is getting worse doctors don't know how much longer she has, my dad is now on hospice care. My oldest son just got diagnosed on the autism spectrum and has some other issues. He just turned three. Currently waiting on a call from the hospital's children's division that deals with nothing but autism spectrum and disorders everyday. I'm stressed to the max. Trying to take it a day at a time.

Bedtime babysitting my nieces tomorrow and it's also my oldest son's 3rd birthday and my youngest son turns 7 months. Time is moving so quickly.

I can't believe that tomorrow my oldest is going to be 3 years old and my youngest will turn 7 months old. Where has the time gone? Seriously just want to freeze time so I can keep him little.

Looks like I'll be without a phone for any kind of communication for a while don't have money to pay the bill. Thank god, it's prepaid so there won't be any late fees, reinstatement fees or anything. Sometimes I'm thankful for the simple things like owning my phone and it being prepaid.

It's 11:05 here and I'm awake with my two boys. Little girl is asleep and their dad is gone for the weekend so I'll be spending new years with just my babies again this year.