I can't wait till sex is back to its normal self for me. I'm not sure what the problem is, it's like I'm not feeling it…

I can't wait till sex is back to its normal self for me. I'm not sure what the problem is, it's like I'm not feeling it with him anymore. I love the man, but a lot has happened over time and I'm starting to wonder if that's done it, maybe I've had enough and I've let go of him without doing it intentionally. 😢 that breaks my heart to think about, I know he's trying to make it right but I feel like maybe my stubbornness is a problem. Or maybe it's the depression. I don't know he just feels like a stranger a lot of the time, sexually I feel literally sick after sex like im cheating or something! He's just so not himself, or maybe I'm just not myself. 💔