so this is my second pregnancy. my first I gave up for adoption and this one I plan to keep. I'm due December 11th. I am 20 years old. I'll be 21 in July. I'm more scared to have this baby then I was my first which is weird. I live in Utah. :)

Has anyone else ever had the panorama gender test done? I went in and got it two weeks ago. Found out today that they detected it was a boy. Which would be my third boy... and I just don't want to believe it. I don't want to believe it's right. I am dying to have a little girl.. I know that passed pregnancys DNA can stay in your blood and they can detect old DNA if you have had a boy especially recently. I had a little boy ten months ago.

ok so I need people who have had miscarriages before... what happens exactly.. because I didn't think I was pregnant but I have been overly tired til today. very nauseous . crave only certain things. per a lot. I just had a baby a little over 4 months ago. but I have really bad pain all around my stomach and in my back and I'm spotting.. it keeps coming and going.

I know it isn't a very good picture. but I caught my son with his middle finger out while feeding him and I just had to take a picture. lol

its totally worth it and stuff. But I miss my body. I know that once I'm done breastfeeding it will come back. it did with my first child. but ugh I wish that I felt sexy. my husband tells me I am all the time But I just dont feel it. I'm at 162... and I used to be 125... ugh.

has anyone else had a problem with gaining weight while breastfeeding. I've had the problem with both my boys now. i feel like the losing weight while breastfeeding is a myth. lol

i hate that if I tell my husband how I'm feeling he starts getting upset and says he's a failure because I'm unhappy with some of the things he does.
I also hate that I'm a second option to him. I have a set day on his nights off that I get him to myself. and its always the second day he has off.
I love him so much and all I want to do is spend time with him. but he doesn't want the same thing. he says that he wants to hang out with me all the time. well fucking prove it then!! Stop l...

you know your a mom when you walk around with only one shaved leg... lol

so two days this week my husband has said no to having sex. last night it really hurt tho when he turned me down. I feel so rejected still and hurt by it. part of it is because he made up excuses on why he didnt want to. at first he said yes. then I come back from being outside and he barely touches me and says I've had a bad night and dont think that I could treat you the way you deserve to be treated if he we did it. he said he wanted to cuddle but everytime I tried he moved away from me...

I love my husband to death. but he seriously irritated me. I just got out of the bath with Elliott. he came and grabbed him so that I could grab my stuff. and we went into the bedroom. he was holding Elliott in the towel and Elliott was crying. I was trying to get dressed. but he just sat there. instead of getting Elliott dressed he waits til I am dressed and handed him to me to dress him! that seriously pissed me off!! He could of been getting Elliott dressed and ready for bed while I w...

Ok so I haven't gone to my 6 week check up yet. and I'm almost 9 weeks pp now. and I'm supposed to go tomorrow. but I'm just barely starting to bleed again.. can I even still go if I'm bleeding?