well I had a panic attack yesterday... walked out of my job only to be asked to come back and talk this over (my boss is amazing) ... so now I'm just mentally exhausted... I get bad period cramps at night... so that interrupts my sleep....tomorrow we lay to rest Grampa...with all of his WWII honors.....my last day to work is the 30th of this month... gave my maternity leave notice...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
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