#rant

Leave it to my sister in law to shoot me down about feeling bad about my body/all these changes that are happening.

I've always been self conscious about my body despite not exhibiting it, and going to the doctor every week to see the scale go up doesn't help me at all. But God forbid I be sad and have a rough few days before the baby gets here...

At least, unlike her, I'll be there to actually raise my daughter. I won't pawn my child off for everyone else to take care of her while I go off and hook up with random dudes just to get high. I won't be a selfish piece of trash who basically uses my child as an accessory.

I'm just done with everything :(

Definitely the most difficult few days of this whole pregnancy.