Went through my dudes phone. Found screen shots of chicks in his phone. When I addressed it, he was to me "Well why don't you try getting sexy for me then" MUTHAFUCKER are you serious?!?! A human was pulled out my body 8 weeks ago, I was bleeding for 5 weeks, battling postpartum depression, struggling to Breastfeed my baby (which I failed at), had to start working sooner than expected Bc I'm the breadwinner, but I should be getting sexy for you!!! I can't believe him. It was a verbal punch to the stomach. His ass really ain't shit smh. I'm not even comfortable in my new body. My belly is stretch out and now droops. You think he's tell me it was ok or for God sakes even touch it or kiss it to make me feel not self conscious about it. No! Now it makes sense why we haven't had sex yet. He went with me for my 6 week check up, heard the doctor say I was fine. Shit the doctor even have me a bag full of lubrication bc I might be dry due to breastfeeding. No excitement on his part. It's really fucked up, but If he thinks these chicks on IG and Snap Chat are better and what he needs, so be it. I know I'm awesome. I'm becoming a great mom and my body will eventually get back... Even if I have to go see Dr.Miami lol.