I don't know if my so even loves me I swear I have been feeling this way for a few weeks now and I am scared to just ask cuz he always degrades me talks done on me etc and idk wat to do I am so damn I. love with this man and some times I just want to leave a srry note and pack mine and baby boys things up and leave and then if I ain't thinking bout that I think bout just driving off s brigde so he can be happy and not have a burden on him (plz if u have a rude comment keep it to urself)