1 week and 2 days after having an emergency c-section my boyf started to talk about how much weight I'm losing. That I need to eat more, which is true bcuz I'm pumping breast milk. But he also noticed that my butt, not just my stomach, is getting smaller and said that he at least thought I would keep it (my butt) so that he'd have something to play with. He really enjoyed my pregnancy bcuz 1. I was pregnant with his first child and 2. my body gained some "thickness." After he said that about my butt he also said "well I at least hope your breast stick. if not it's back to regular you.....which isn't that bad." I didn't say anything. I just got up and went to the bathroom. Now I'm wondering if the way I looked b4 I was pregnant was too skinny? What if go back to that weight post pregnancy and he doesn't like it? And should I eat bigger portions to retain some of the weight I gained but work out so it sticks to all the right areas?

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