Got a lot on my mind tonight and just can't go to sleep. In 3.5 months like alot of you I will have my first child my daughter. I have so many emotions about this. I'm happy but I feel alone. My child is the only thing that seems to bring me joy lately. Because of passing out at start of pregnancy no one deals with me to much not even her father because everybody thinks I'mma pass out if I do stuff. I'm so tired of that. All I do is go to work come home eat go to sleep so bored at times. But maybe it's all for the best. Relax before she comes because God knows I may be a frantic mother lol. I just want things right for her and I do not want her to have to know or experience any of the struggles I've had in my life. I want and will make life better for her. She is my joy and I'm glad that after years of trying and at almost 34 yrs old she is finally a reality. Mommy loves her Haley Joy!
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I go to the movies by myself during the day. comedy is good when you're feeling down :) keep your head up hon.
Thank you so much and I do that have for years. If I want to feel some sense of normalcy that's what I have to do girl just to release some frustration. Those are all great ideas I truly appreciate it thanks again @shawtypop
if it makes you feel any better right around the same gestation you are now, I went through a major depression. not like suicidal of course lol but just like sadness. my husband is deployed and I live with my dad but the rest of my family lives about 70 miles away, so I know how it feels to feel lonely and bored all the time. but it gets better! after a while you get in the swing of things, if you haven't already, start making your baby registry(that was fun and took up a lot of time), find some new favorite shows preferably ones that already have a season or two out so you can binge watch, go on walks and don't be afraid to take your self out! f what people think you're your own best friend, if you wanna go to dinner then take yourself out to dinner girl. there's nothing weird about it. just keep your head up
thank you @michellevaldez4750 I will