Got a lot on my mind tonight and just can't go to sleep. In 3.5 months like alot of you I will have my first child my daughter. I have so many emotions about this. I'm happy but I feel alone. My child is the only thing that seems to bring me joy lately. Because of passing out at start of pregnancy no one deals with me to much not even her father because everybody thinks I'mma pass out if I do stuff. I'm so tired of that. All I do is go to work come home eat go to sleep so bored at times. But maybe it's all for the best. Relax before she comes because God knows I may be a frantic mother lol. I just want things right for her and I do not want her to have to know or experience any of the struggles I've had in my life. I want and will make life better for her. She is my joy and I'm glad that after years of trying and at almost 34 yrs old she is finally a reality. Mommy loves her Haley Joy!
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I go to the movies by myself during the day. comedy is good when you're feeling down :) keep your head up hon.
Thank you so much and I do that have for years. If I want to feel some sense of normalcy that's what I have to do girl just to release some frustration. Those are all great ideas I truly appreciate it thanks again @shawtypop
if it makes you feel any better right around the same gestation you are now, I went through a major depression. not like suicidal of course lol but just like sadness. my husband is deployed and I live with my dad but the rest of my family lives about 70 miles away, so I know how it feels to feel lonely and bored all the time. but it gets better! after a while you get in the swing of things, if you haven't already, start making your baby registry(that was fun and took up a lot of time), find some new favorite shows preferably ones that already have a season or two out so you can binge watch, go on walks and don't be afraid to take your self out! f what people think you're your own best friend, if you wanna go to dinner then take yourself out to dinner girl. there's nothing weird about it. just keep your head up
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
So it's hard for me because my 16 year old past the test when she was in third grade and my niece passed it last year and now all my daughter's friends will be going to the third grade and she will be repeating and I don't want to send her back to the same school to be bullied because she has to repeat a grade and so I'm looking into other schools but see the thing is you teach her something she gets it then you go back to it and she like I don't know it so frustrating and she likes to wonder of...
I was going to do strictly breastfeeding but I'm going to actually do breastfeeding and pumping (bottle) because if not than she'll be hooked and will want my breast only and wouldn't work if she is left with her dad or something lol..
Anyone else doing both???
Please help!
My doctor is trying to induce me before 40 weeks because she's going to be off on my due date and says my placenta is starting to look old. How do I get labor started?? I don't want to be induced for no reason and I'm thinking I won't have a choice. Please help. What do I do to get things going?
thank you @michellevaldez4750 I will