I had one with my 1st I'm trying for a vbac this time
@lil_bigmama, exactly. c section was not in vocabulary with my first, but watching him on the monitors knowing he could have died and it was the right thing to do, it's not as scary as you'd think.
it was mine too but I had one with my 1st it wasn't as bad as I had dreams about the nurse all knew I was scared out of my mind & they talked 2 me the whole time telling me what they did every step of it
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
That's how I am and my boyfriend grandma thinks it's funny to continuously joke about how I should just get one and it makes me so mad sometimes but I also know of it absolutely has to be done to get him out I won't care at all as long as he's okay.