It's been 3 weeks now but I feel I can finally talk about it. The day after I hit 18 weeks my water broke and my husband…

It's been 3 weeks now but I feel I can finally talk about it. The day after I hit 18 weeks my water broke and my husband and I were unfortunately told our daughter no longer had a heartbeat. They induced me and I gave birth to out beautiful little girl, Lina Rose, at 12:41 pm. I'm finally starting to feel normal again but I can't help but feel guilty, sad, and angry that our daughter was taken from us. We went through a year of trying naturally to iui for 3 months and a rough IVF ( I had 16 eggs removed 10 died off immediately and only 3 fertilized our strongest embryo being our daughter). I was told my next pregnancy would be high risk which is scary but comforting knowing I'll be checked more frequently and thoroughly. My sister in law reassures me you got pregnant once it will happen again, which I hope is true! I thank god everyday I am that little angels mommy and that she has the best daddy in the world. He's been my rock through all this and I don't know what id do without him. Out of curiosity have any of you heard of how an infection could have made you lose your baby but it's only found on the babies side of the placenta? Thank you all for letting me share my story, we miss her everyday ❤️🎀💋