AF started today. I am beyond disappointed again. I don't know if I can keep putting myself through the emotional struggle and I know my husband can't take anymore of me crying because I am not pregnant. I try really hard not to be upset but I just am and I can't help the way I feel.
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Exactly how I was every single month about a year ago. I can't tell you how I just stopped getting my hopes up...it was a very gradual process and I have zero hope for having a child now, but I'm accepting it. Not saying you should accept it, but do everything you can to distract yourself.