Someone please tell me they see this. I need confirmation. We have been trying for almost a year and I can't bring myself to believe it.

AF showed up today. It's taking everything in me not to break down and cry. I don't know about this emotional roller coaster anymore. Every month is the same result.

Today on Mother's day it is blatantly obvious that I am not a mom. I didn't know I was going to feel this way. I am a little sad. I don't know what else I can do to make it happen for us.

Hoping this is our month! Here's to another 2WW!

My hormones are in the normal range so I don't have PCOS. We are on month 8 of TTC. I know that it's not abnormal for it to take a year or more but I have a hard time not feeling down about it not happening. Each month I get a little more disappointed and I think it just isn't going to happen.

Well I just left the doctors office. She suspects PCOS so I am going to get tested next week. Kind of nervous about it.

AF started today. I am beyond disappointed again. I don't know if I can keep putting myself through the emotional struggle and I know my husband can't take anymore of me crying because I am not pregnant. I try really hard not to be upset but I just am and I can't help the way I feel.