So today has been an emotional rollercoaster...I cried because jaison was crying and I couldn't figure out what was wrong... he was just scream he had tylenol a little bit before....he was feed...he was just crying... and it made me feel horrible because all I could thing was please just take your nap mommy is tired and worn out... I still feel horrible for it...I finally got him to calm down...and fall asleep.... and now i just want to cry and I don't know why... I think this momma is overly tired and needing a break...and that make me feel bad to because I love my baby boy...