so today's my due date and I don't feel like getting anywhere :( haven't even felt contractions. super bummed but I guess little miss phoenix has another day picked out.
I'd Google things you can do to naturally induce labor. I wouldn't let a hospital do it because of risks. but there are things you can do.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
don't worry. my son wasnt ready till 43 weeks. just don't do too much walking. you'll put yourself in so much pain. if only I knew better before doing it. have lots of sex. that helps. I know it may not be comfortable at this stage. just try anyways if you can bare it.