Knowing I'm bout to be a first time mom is really forcing me to redirect my standards and values. I want a better relationship with God..my relationship with my fiance MUST improve or I will leave . people I call friends will soon just be associates. I guess because I'm having a daughter and I know she'll mimic me, I want to be a strong confident positive woman for myself and especially for her..I'm so blessed to have this opportunity to give life and be a mother..I won't allow my selfish mistakes to affect her upbringing...