I have my man here sometimes and still feel like I'm doing it alone.

I know how you feel when I was pregnant with my son his sperm donor was around til we found out we were having a boy then he chose his new gf over my son and now that my son passed away in June he tells me if he would've known my son would pass away he would've been around for him. he tried to say it because my fiance stepped up to take care of my son and he didn't like my fiance but he never even tried to see my son. my sons sperm donor tried to start a fight the day of my sons funeral right outside the funeral home. and I realize I didn't need him to be there for my son because I had someone who was a far better father to my son and my fiance was the only Dada my son knew and I'm happy that his biological father wasn't around. my son did not need him.

You're not alone I'm in the same boat😒

Girl same struggle OMG totally not how I planned to be while pregnant 😞