I wish I was sharing the experience of having my first child someone I want to feel appreciated and spoiled but I get the total opposite 😞
I know how you feel when I was pregnant with my son his sperm donor was around til we found out we were having a boy then he chose his new gf over my son and now that my son passed away in June he tells me if he would've known my son would pass away he would've been around for him. he tried to say it because my fiance stepped up to take care of my son and he didn't like my fiance but he never even tried to see my son. my sons sperm donor tried to start a fight the day of my sons funeral right outside the funeral home. and I realize I didn't need him to be there for my son because I had someone who was a far better father to my son and my fiance was the only Dada my son knew and I'm happy that his biological father wasn't around. my son did not need him.
Girl same struggle OMG totally not how I planned to be while pregnant 😞
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I have my man here sometimes and still feel like I'm doing it alone.