It's almost over. Even though mentally I can't get as excited as I want to. Already living with major depression and anxiety from childhood trauma, the miscarriage before this where I was so ecstatic to be pregnant and lost it, and I keep seeing people on FB whose babies are dying right after birth or 2-3 months later and it's freaking me out. I can't mentally handle anymore tragedy, so my subconscious will not let me have any positive feelings about things so that I'm always prepared for devastation. I can't wait until the 30th for my 3D ultrasound though, I do wanna see his little face.
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Thank you, @rhonda.otero. My 11 y/o currently experiences some anxiety that I probably passed on to him. His father was abusive and he's not in his life, but overall he's a smart, caring kid. I'm trying, but not being able to take meds and control these episodes I have is very difficult. Unlike me though, he will be nurtured and shown love, so, hopefully he won't be affected too much. I beat myself up about the whole situation everyday.
That's so sad.. I think you should still be positive and excited because your emotions can affect the baby a lot. I know it's hard because the let down was so devastating but keep your head up! Both of you will be in my prayers
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Just try to take it easy and think of your two little blessings.. When I'm sad my kids smile always helps. I know everything I do I'm doing for them and everything you have been through is only making you stronger.. Even though it doesn't feel that way at times.. It is