It's almost over. Even though mentally I can't get as excited as I want to. Already living with major depression and anxiety from childhood trauma, the miscarriage before this where I was so ecstatic to be pregnant and lost it, and I keep seeing people on FB whose babies are dying right after birth or 2-3 months later and it's freaking me out. I can't mentally handle anymore tragedy, so my subconscious will not let me have any positive feelings about things so that I'm always prepared for devastation. I can't wait until the 30th for my 3D ultrasound though, I do wanna see his little face.
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Thank you, @rhonda.otero. My 11 y/o currently experiences some anxiety that I probably passed on to him. His father was abusive and he's not in his life, but overall he's a smart, caring kid. I'm trying, but not being able to take meds and control these episodes I have is very difficult. Unlike me though, he will be nurtured and shown love, so, hopefully he won't be affected too much. I beat myself up about the whole situation everyday.
That's so sad.. I think you should still be positive and excited because your emotions can affect the baby a lot. I know it's hard because the let down was so devastating but keep your head up! Both of you will be in my prayers
I see so many mommies giving their babies rice cereal to sleep even though it's not recommended? Why?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
Joseph Jack William reeves is here. Sorry Iv taken so long.
My baby boy is finaly here. Sorry it's taken me so long but I can't stop dozzing off. 1mim to midnight God bless him, he weighed 6ld 3ozJust been let to go see him and can't believe he's the little boy that put me though that pain last yesterday. Was well worth it mummy loves you see you again soon xxxxx
Just try to take it easy and think of your two little blessings.. When I'm sad my kids smile always helps. I know everything I do I'm doing for them and everything you have been through is only making you stronger.. Even though it doesn't feel that way at times.. It is