I have to be strong.... I can't let this consume me.... I had been doing so well... I can't pray hard enough .... I really don't want the fact that he is with this other woman to phase me... but I cant help it .... it disgusts me.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
Bottom is me. Can't deal with idiots today. I. Just. Can't!
I don't "fit in" anywhere 😂😂 I can't even fit in on a mom app Tf wrong with me!?
I just can't.....
missing73user·Мама двоих (1 год, 5 лет)
It's hard it's so very hard just try to think about the fact that your baby is more important than him and stressing only makes it harder for the baby...I try to find good books to read so I can forget about my own drama
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