I have to be strong.... I can't let this consume me.... I had been doing so well... I can't pray hard enough .... I really don't want the fact that he is with this other woman to phase me... but I cant help it .... it disgusts me.
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
It's hard it's so very hard just try to think about the fact that your baby is more important than him and stressing only makes it harder for the baby...I try to find good books to read so I can forget about my own drama