kind if a rant/diary session.... I had sent a message to my doctor a couple weeks ago and got a response from one of the lpn or rns or whatever she was....saying that they couldn't help me, that I was fine, and if I really felt necessary I could see a counselor, but because it wouldn't be considered medically necessary, my insurance wouldn't cover seeing the counselor, not even a true therapist.......and I have tried talking, to friends, family, my husband...... I'm happy, but I'm not happy, if that makes any sense..... Like, I love my life. I love my 9mo son, I love my baby boy (24 w pregnant), I love that I'm blessed with being a stay at home mom, my husband is great...I couldn't ask for anyone better....but yet, as much as I love my husband, I feel like I hate him. With absolutely no reason why and it crushes me so much.... I want to cuddle and kiss him and touch him, yet when I have a chance I push him away and turn my head.... It hurts him and it kills me knowing that but I can't help it. I just want to sleep, but when I get a chance I stay awake feeling empty, alone and completely lost and confused and I can't for the life of me explain why.... My temper used to be bad, about 2 years ago..... It got better, I could control it, I didn't fly off the handle easily, now I'm snapping at things that I would have laughed about last year.....I have absolutely no sex drive....which isn't like me at all.... I am just lost....
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@mommaj, I have that sometimes... it's gonna be interesting to give birth... I'm not sure if he will be grossed out or not..he doesn't like blood..
@katemeier, mine used to. now everything he says just annoys me lol.
hormones suck sometimes... luckily my hubby knows just the right things to say when I'm moody
its definitely not just my hormones, if it was I wouldn't feel exactly the same as when I had my depression, and I'd be able to enjoy somethings, but I don't enjoy anything that I should. I can't eat, half the time I'd rather be left alone by myself but then when I am alone I panic..... there's more to it then hormones I see my doctor next week and even he says it's not just hormones
it's your hormones. Been there before. it will go back to normal after baby.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Okay now that I'm 35 weeks pregnant I totally thought my husband would NOT want to have sex with me. But no. lol he's still wants it twice a day I'm like goodness I get cramps every time now! I love him but dang I thought me complaining all the damn time would make him not want to 😂🤦🏻♀️🙄 #pregnancyissues #pregnantmamawantsabreak
Am I a bitch? My husband wanted to go to lunch with a girl who's a friend but her boyfriend wouldn't be there. I threw a fit and got upset and he didn't go, should I have let him?
Does anyone like their in laws?
With all the posts about terrible in laws I was just wondering if anyone actually likes their in laws?!?! I love me in laws. I'm blessed to have such a wonderful immediate and extended family. My mil loves spending time with my boys. She comes over at least once a week and will sleep over. She gets up with the boys in the morning and let's my husband and I sleep in. My fil is a great man also. He's always coming over to visit and do some odd jobs around the house...
So last night my husband pretty much told me that if I don't have sex with him that he would cheat on me....I was like wtf. I was like you would seriously cheat on your pregnant wife?! I also told him that if he cheats on me I will NOT hesitate to file for divorce. I don't need my girls growing up thinking that cheating is ok. This was after we tried to have sex but it hurt too much so I told him to stop. When it comes to sex my husband only thinks about himself lately!!!! 😒😒😒😒
my hubby doesn't either and he did good when we had our first