kind if a rant/diary session.... I had sent a message to my doctor a couple weeks ago and got a response from one of the lpn or rns or whatever she was....saying that they couldn't help me, that I was fine, and if I really felt necessary I could see a counselor, but because it wouldn't be considered medically necessary, my insurance wouldn't cover seeing the counselor, not even a true therapist.......and I have tried talking, to friends, family, my husband...... I'm happy, but I'm not happy, if that makes any sense..... Like, I love my life. I love my 9mo son, I love my baby boy (24 w pregnant), I love that I'm blessed with being a stay at home mom, my husband is great...I couldn't ask for anyone better....but yet, as much as I love my husband, I feel like I hate him. With absolutely no reason why and it crushes me so much.... I want to cuddle and kiss him and touch him, yet when I have a chance I push him away and turn my head.... It hurts him and it kills me knowing that but I can't help it. I just want to sleep, but when I get a chance I stay awake feeling empty, alone and completely lost and confused and I can't for the life of me explain why.... My temper used to be bad, about 2 years ago..... It got better, I could control it, I didn't fly off the handle easily, now I'm snapping at things that I would have laughed about last year.....I have absolutely no sex drive....which isn't like me at all.... I am just lost....
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@mommaj, I have that sometimes... it's gonna be interesting to give birth... I'm not sure if he will be grossed out or not..he doesn't like blood..
@katemeier, mine used to. now everything he says just annoys me lol.
hormones suck sometimes... luckily my hubby knows just the right things to say when I'm moody
its definitely not just my hormones, if it was I wouldn't feel exactly the same as when I had my depression, and I'd be able to enjoy somethings, but I don't enjoy anything that I should. I can't eat, half the time I'd rather be left alone by myself but then when I am alone I panic..... there's more to it then hormones I see my doctor next week and even he says it's not just hormones
it's your hormones. Been there before. it will go back to normal after baby.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
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my hubby doesn't either and he did good when we had our first