[LABOR STORY PART 5:PUSH TIME] in position ready 2push, im nervous & cryin, my mom holdin 1leg my son-father is holdin…

[LABOR STORY PART 5:PUSH TIME] in position ready 2push, im nervous & cryin, my mom holdin 1leg my son-father is holdin the other...all i kpt repeatin is i have 2boo boo lol, told me 3pushes each push hold 4 10seconds w/5second breaks in between each...im pushn, im pushn i hear them say im doing good, Now i want 2stop afta the 2nd set of 3s, i ask are we done praticn? they say oh im-doin well pushin its the real deal. as they c my contraction buildn im-already pushin cuz i told them twice i had 2boo boo n my mom is telln them-im havin 1.-pushn the baby head is now there, his dad looks down smiling sayin he has hair n-rubbin my leg n my mom just lik-oh hell naw im not lookn, im on my way 2giv up (cryin sayn i can't, calln my mama sayib i couldn't)but we r now on-the 4th set (12th push) im straining pushing cuz im out of breath but ik-hes-close cuz my mom n-his-dad is like-super happy...i just need the last push,or mayb 2 lol...his head is out but the room-is quiet.......... the cord is wrapped around his neck, they untangle him n i push n-hes out (as his body is coming out, his cord is long) i learned sumn-new that early morning, they asked who was cuttn the cord? his-dad was hesitant n my mom put her hand on his shoulder n-told him its ok, cut the cord, he needs to breathe on his own now...he says he never done it b4 (being his 4th child, i thought he hav) she told him its New 2him but the 1st bonding experience w/his son. he cuts the cord, n held my hand as i pushd the placenta out but after all-of that the baby didnt cry, take his first breathe.. every1 is happy but i hear no cry, than him n my mom notice no cry, my mom goes ova n ask-is everything ok (they tell her the procedure) than we hear a little squeal (his cry) i start cryin n ik hes ok